So my husband and I have been going back and forth with the idea of moving back to Baltimore. Don’t get me wrong, where we currently are we have the best arrangement I think we have ever had. We are sharing a house with an investor who for all practical purposes has saved our asses. We split the cost of the house at an amazing prize and get to relish on all the perks that come with set house. On the other hand, he has diabetes and lately it has been a roller coaster. In other words we are on a first name basis with most of the EMT’s and the fire chief of our local emergency services. Not to put his business out there, but the past six weeks have made me very nervous. The house is paid for an insured, but at the same time, his diabetes has been dipping in exponential proportions leaving me to worry about whether this is a dependable place to live.

The other side of the coin is the whole moving to Baltimore thing. We both love it there. We have most of our close friends there , people we can depend on and we are close with on both sides of the spectrum. People that we have known, loved, and gotten along with since childhood. On the other hand, it would mean starting all over again not really knowing where the next of anything will come from. There is a certain excitement about not knowing what is going to happen next. After all, life really IS what happens while you are making other plans. Especially since lately it seems like we have had to have one foot in the house and the other in the moving truck. So I wonder, is a change this big really necessary or is it just a leap of faith..?