Ok, so how do I explain this..Here it is, My husband has spoiled me. Over the past 8 years or so, I have gotten used to being around him, and having him around me whenever we needed each other within the hour. Does that make me wrong? He and I used to have each other’s back. Not that we don’t anymore, but seems like almost not anymore. So now, I find myself having to cook for one, cleaning everything on my own, and doing dishes..sooo many dishes.At the same time I find that the things that I used to do have come back to visit me yet again. That also includes romantic interests. Before you jump to conclusions, I would never cheat on my husband. Lord knows I have had many chances, but I have never actually acted upon them. But, with the lack of attention that I have gotten from my husband, it is nice to get attention from someone else. I will not do anything about it, but it has made certain transitions pass by much easier than usual. I have to admit, with the new found isolation, it is hard not to follow my immediate desires. Let me give you an example, one of them is a basketball player, a good one. Imagine if you will, 6ft 4in tall, naturally tan skin,dark hair, leaf green eyes… and he has loved me for almost 20 years. However, honor before dishonor.. Marinate on that…

I have found one way to pass the time. I have started to work on a romance novel. If you look through some of my older blog posts, I have already included excerpts . I think I will keep working on it. I can see that it will lead me to better behavior…maybe…