I am sitting here, trying desperately to make sense of my life. I am from Orlando, and I know that right now things are not great there, but I am so homesick that I can’t stand it. I wake up in the morning and expect to the be able to just go out the door and see what I am used to seeing on an every day basis. I mean, I do admit that I am better off here, but things are more accessible down there. I guess I should tell you I am in a wheelchair and it is a little more difficult for me to get around than the average person. I live on the third floor of a house converted into apartments. I am not used to having to depend on anyone just to move from point A to point B in order to get things done. I just want to be able to get around in my own space.