So I am sitting here watching Two and a Half Men and wondering what is going on.  I am talking to one of my absolute  best friends and in a way I am sitting here wondering what is really going on with me. Am I doing things right for myself, or am I waiting for something that may or may not happen in my life.  I married a really good man, patient man, and a man that looks out for me. At the same, just like every other marriage, there are times that things don’t look as bright as we want them to look.  Most of the time, we get along and we love each other, and things are freaking peachy. Other times, I wonder….Is there anything I can do?..